god answered my prayers about i needed some rest. i woke up today receiving messages from different people that today's plan is cancelled. hehehe. so i slept till like 2. at first i woke up at 10.45 when i was suppose to be in school at 11. i was like f*** late again so i grabbed my phone wanting to msg the group leader than i was going to be late. but he already msged me that project was cancelled. hehehe :) i was so happy and went back to sleep. i wasnt in a good state to go out too cause my eyes are puffy and swollen :(

tomorrow's saturday and im trying to drag my mom out of the house to go shopping with me! but i already can comfirm she's going to tell me the same sentence. " you pack your room first before you talk to me again " haha. i woke up at 2 and received a msg from her. it says " tidy your room "
hehhehe. my mom's funny. my room isnt that messy you know. i dont know why she likes it so so tidy. i cant stand tidy room, it's like not cosy. im mad yo.

i want to work in this 2 week holidays. who will hire me for such a short period. i need money to buy christmas presents. no one is at home and i love the feeling.

sometimes i think it's my fault too